So the weather is getting warmer in Seoul and that always makes out a happier version of me. Lately, I've been reflecting on my 5 years in Korea and I realize that so much has changed (internally for the most part). Two things I still hate are: the temperament/myers briggs test and the stomach-churning question, "so what are you doing these days?" Haha — If that says anything about anything, I suppose that I still haven't found a clear baseline for understanding my human disposition and, I never really know "what" I'm doing. Both to which I am somewhat at ease.
Beyond that, picture-taking has dwindled post Los Angeles/Chicago.... post my phone getting stolen... post social media getting over-saturated.... and most of my thoughts have stayed within the pages of my journal. I've been finding it quite difficult to find people to delve into deep conversation with these days. I mean, you hardly get to sit down, look someone straight in the eye and engage over substantial matters, matters outside of work or church that is. A real "how are you doing?" or "what's been on your heart lately?" For a few number of you that have invited me into you journal pages and let me give you a peak into mine, thank you.
It's all about the process or pieces. That's probably the biggest lesson that has unfolded ever so beautifully in these last five years. To the very end, God persists to drill into my head that it's not about what I do but about who I am, and the latter does not have to be contained in a man-made formula (aka personality tests) although it really would be nice to have it figured out. Above all end all, He will bring it all to completion. And that, my friends, bring me a sigh of relief...Happy Spring!
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